I am having a major meltdown. Contemplating suicide.?

Hi....Listen..You do have a lot going on right now,a lot on your plate,ok? But that sure doesn't mean that you can just give up! I mean GOD,look at all that you have already done,what you have made it through.I'd LOVE to trade places with you,so you have no friends where you at,you are there to LEARN,not there to really socialize,right? Your there to learn dear,and you've come so far..Why on earth give it all up? I suggest you take some time off(which you can from what you said),get your thought and priorities together,and just enjoy some time to yourself.And if you have the extra time to spare? Take a little vacation for yourself,maybe go see your family or just time all to yourself,anywhere even cheap! Doesn't really matter where or what you do,do it! Sorry to say this,but your complaining way too much and about such little things,meaningless things.You've come a long ways dear,please don't give it all up now,ok? Wishing you ALL the best and keep up the good work..GOD BLESS!!!