Help?! I feel so ugly because I'm Asian?

I often get laughed at by my other clmates,just because I'm the only asian in the whole cl. Idk I just feel so ugly being asian,its like im not able to fit in and they are all so beautiful and gorgeous with those big eyes perfect noses and great blonde/brown hair and im the ugly one with beady typical asian eyes flat nose and bad complexion i hate myself can i go for plastic surgery whn im older please